Saturday, February 23, 2013

Missing EN

 Hard to believe is was just two short weeks ago that I was at Eagle's Nest.

    Really , really miss the kids.
















Miss the fun self portraits

















Miss the laughter. 
































 Miss Larry and Claire. 



 Miss the Mama's.


 Miss loving on the babies. 


































 Miss the Manna Kids. 




 Miss Felis and Pedro.  Miss Annika, Dorian and Adrianna. 


Miss attempting to play soccer.














Miss Job's sweet family.



Miss the sounds.















Miss riding bikes with the kids.  


























Miss the smells


Miss the sights















Miss the Grublets













Miss the hugs













But.....
It brings great comfort and joy to know that I will return.  My heart continues to be filled with such thankfulness and gratitude for being able to serve for a month.  I have enjoyed sharing stories with friends
and getting back into the swing of things here. What I seem to be lacking in the most is " patience."
Patience not just with others but with myself.  Unfortunately that has never been a strong suit of mine and since my return it seems non existent.  I know for sure my trust in God has never been stronger.
I am so blessed with friends and family that support this calling in my life and encourage me to follow that path.

Blessings to you,

Denise

Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. 
Proverbs 3:5










Monday, February 11, 2013

Home

Well, got home about 24 hours ago.  My wonderful brother picked me up, thought he had bought a new car.  It was Mine.  Cleaned, detailed, oil changed, and upholstery repaired. He and his sweet wife Kathey sent me home with snacks and food for dinner.  Appreciate them so much.
Walked in to fresh flowers and groceries in refrigerator from dear friend and her family.
So thankful for them. Many phone calls and texts from friends welcoming me home.  Took a nice long bath, watched some t.v., started unpacking and then hit the sack.  Slept like a rock.  Then got to have coffee with dear friends this morning.  Thankful, thankful, thankful for friends that are like family in my life.

More on my last day.....
Felis and Pedro arranged for us to meet up with sweet Marisol and her siblings on the way to Guatemala City.  They live right outside the City in Mixco.  I was over the top excited about seeing them again.
We met at a McDonald's.  I know that sounds crazy, but the major cities in Guatemala have McDonald's.
They came by taxi and Pedro and I went out to meet them.

Lupita just ran up yelling "Papa Pedro".  So sweet.
They remember Felis and Pedro and I think they remembered me. It has been a year since they saw me, but just a few months since they saw Pedro and Felis.  If you kept up with blog last year you know about Marisol.  She stole my heart. I adore her and her siblings Juany, Yulisa, Lupita, and Luis.
 They met us on a short twenty minute notice and were clean, well dressed, and all very happy.  Esperanza, the oldest sister, went to the court to gain custody of the children.  Her and her sister, Ana, have a different father but never knew him.  He committed suicide when he was sixteen.  Esperanza and her sister were raised by their grandmother.  The mother remarried, had the five children, and became an alcoholic.  They were brought to the Home because of extreme neglect.  They are obviously not being neglected now.


Esperanza found out that they were at Eagle's Nest and started the process to
gain custody of them so she could raise them.  She was granted custody last October.  I remember being so concerned (distraught)  when I got the news.  I couldn't imagine a 22 year old being able to work and take care of five children. But she is and they all seem to be doing so good!!  I wished I could of met
Esperanza but am confident that I will get a chance on future trips here.  Ana has a 2 year old, Jefferson, and he was full of smiles and love.  Hugged us like he knew us when he met us. So cute.


Ana brought them to the McDonald's since Esperanza was working. Ana is married and lives next door so she keeps the children during the day. Luis is the only one that was able to get into school, they were too late this year.  All the classrooms were full.  They will go next year.
Back to McD's.  I doubt the kids have eaten there before.  Priceless.  The serve kiddie meals with fried chicken, a drumstick or a wing, and fries and a drink of course.  They all got to pick a toy.  Priceless.


We sat down, Papa Pedro prayed, and we ate our yummy food.  Really and truly the McDonald's hamburgers in Guat are delicious, I think it must be fresh hamburger meat.  And the fried chicken anywhere in Guat is hands down the best ever.  Marisol ate very slow, apparently that is the norm so the other kids went to play while she methodically picked and got every last bit of chicken off the bone.


Ana said she always eats slow but she loves her food.  That is the one thing that I think kicked in for her so that she remembered me.  Last year when I would help feed her every time I walked up to the highchair when she was eating she would point her finger at me, wave it back and forth and say no, no, no.
Just too adorable.  The Mamma's would start laughing, everyone thought is was hilarious.  So when I did that to her at McDonald's her little face lite up and she gave me the sweetest look.  At that point I feel she truly did remember who I was.  Ooops, have to remember this is not about me.  So, so great to see them all.  So very, very, very wonderful........Anyway, played with kids for awhile and just had a great time.





Pedro got to talk with Ana and see how things were going.  They truly do look happy, well cared for, and loved.  It warms your heart for sure. It also it comforting to know that the legal process, at least what I have seen, truly is trying to do what is best for the
Children
So, I will begin to adjust to being home. And it is always adjustment.  I miss everything about Eagle's Nest.
Most of all I miss the love, hug, and laughter of the children.  Every single one of them.




Thank you to EN for letting me serve.  Thank you to dear friends and family that make it happen.  Thank You God for providing through friends the financial support needed to be gone a month.

Blessings,

Denise

I will thank you, Lord, with all my heart;
I will talk about all your wonderful acts.
Psalm 9:1






Saturday, February 9, 2013

Saying Goodbye

Well, today was full of many hugs and kisses!!  Got up early and finished packing so I could spend a few hours with kids before heading to Guatemala City with Pedro and Felis. To my surprise three new faces were at the breakfast table!!  Three siblings were brought to the Home late last night.


Not sure the whole story but they were found in a Hotel room and brought to EN.  They all seemed very happy and seemed to be getting along with the other children very well.  Felis and I went to the dungeon (basement) and picked out clothes for them.  

   It appeared that Ever had just woke up - I will miss him.


         Got to love and hug on Valerie.

 Miriam and ? (memory gone blank)

The youngest girl is finally letting me take photos without sneaking up and her and has stopped crying as much.  And I can't recall her name!!  They are both very sweet and beautiful.

   Sweet Elana called me Mamma most of the time.   It just melts my heart. 


 The kids love the self portraits.  Not so attractive with my squint lines - but it's not about me.  Sweet Flory.
Will miss her smiles and giggles.
Group photo with all the girls that live on the 3rd floor.  I slept on the third floor with them in a room that is to be for the Mamma's up until last week. Got to spend a lot of time with them.  Love them all.
The older girls from left to right, Paola, Rosita, and Onoria.

   The twins are very hard to tell apart.  I know when Maria smiles and has 
    the missing tooth who is who.  Maria and Anita.


Group photo with the boys that are on the first floor.  The older boys are in one room and the youngest in another.  It hasn't been easy to get group photos but since it was my last day they all agreed.  Plus I gave each of the children 5Q (about .65 cents) to buy a soda or Chiclets.  I tried to find them something in the market but too hard since so many different ages.  Went for the money.  They were all very excited!!  
                    
                                                               












 Pablo is growing up


Youngest boys loved the money

Dear little Marvin

               


 Little Ms. Lizzy is full of personality and cuteness.  She started saying my name very clearly the past couple of weeks.  And she even called me Mamma the past few days.  Pretty big deal.  She is not easily persuaded.

Felis loving on Vickie before we leave


 I was able to say goodbye to Job and his family yesterday.  They are all wonderful and I am so excited about what the future holds for them at EN.










It is hard not to get emotional saying goodbye.  Had to hold back tears a few times but great comfort in knowing that I will return. My days here have been full of love, laughter and wonderful memories. I believe in this awesome ministry and will be involved in it for the rest of my life.  I know that they love God and pray for his guidance and direction in all they do.  They are not perfect, no one is, but they walk the walk and I am proud to be able to  serve alongside them.

Have a very early flight - have more to share about my last day but most close for now.

Praying for a  smooth travel day tomorrow,

Denise

“Speak up for people who cannot speak for themselves. Protect the rights of all who are helpless. Speak for them and be a righteous judge. Protect the rights of the poor and needy.”  Proverbs 31:8-9